Why am I

Lyrics:

© Andel
WHY AM I

I did every drugs there is. I was full of shit
I said I wonna die young, I did not wonna die then
I was not sad, about others dead,
I could not see, the victim was me

This is a devils drive. Why am I still alive?
Why am I still alive?

I did not know, the night before, I just wanted more
behind the black door, behind that black door
I saw myself walking. I heard myself talking
I saw all eyes on me, I fell so damned deep

I lost myself there, behind the black door
and when I moved on, the door was also gone
On the other side, there is another life
and when I moved on, the other side was gone