Not So Easy

Lyrics:

© JoshDexter
I don’t want you to pray for me
You only have so many left
I’m not a burden to bear
I swear I’ll be just fine
I don’t care for your restless touch
I wouldn’t expect the same
We’re ok, you and I
It’s not so easy to cry

You don’t have to walk in my shoes
I know your own are too heavy to use
Take the weight off your feet
And be discrete with the words you chose
I don’t want your revelation
Interpretation of my worlds end
I never asked for a friend
Why did you send me a friend?

Isolation does not exist
A figment of our minds we can’t resist
Reality endures
I’ve looked, but there’s no cure
Even when I lay in my bed
And as I rest my weary head
The dark has its way
Of easing us into our sleep
As unconscious prey
Are you the shepherd or are you the sheep?
Ever wondered why?
It’s not so easy to cry

I’ve been waiting for your sweet surrender
A gentle touch you know I can’t resist
Run your fingers along my tainted skin
Feel my heart beat from within
Take care of my every desire
Until I tire
I feel your breath brush along my cheek
You need no words to speak
As you say your last goodbye
It’s not so easy to cry